frisbee til dark.

i sleep in a tent, shower less, eat less, weigh less, my hair is straighter, tan lines are becoming visible, i wear chacos with socks.

the boys i work with don't wear deodorant. gross.

at home i feared consistency, here i fear bear sightings.


I want them to see past my surface. How do you do that and what does it really mean? Especially when I put so much effort into a shiny surface. If you are supposed to pray in a closet, then how are we supposed to be lights for the world?

Ohh, the Word is filled with such beautiful contradictions. Lord, do you over analyze more than I do?


Tired eyes. 11pm my time, 1am yours.