wow. life is moving fast. the window's down and the air is blowing and my hair is everywhere and there are so many colors.
it's beautiful.

there is new music, there are new people that have no idea how much they will be missed.

fast.
fast
fast
fast.

so many colors...the colors of a sunset. the kind that without the time of day you'd have no idea if it was dusk or dawn. that's really where i am right now. i don't know if this is an end or a beginning. if every moment of my life was like this i think i'd go crazy.

i'm moving out i'm moving in
i'm saying goodbye i'm saying hello
i'm studying i'm distracted
i'm nervous i'm excited
i'm bored i'm busy
the noise is loud but i'm not hearing anything.

Lord you blow my mind.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I feel you and you are better than life.
My heart is yours
My love is yours

Sometimes I have no idea what this means...but I love you. And sometimes that's all I need to live.