I keep saying to myself, "I'm not ready for this. I'm not ready. I'm scared so obviously it can't be right. I'm so scared."

But I don't think that's the way God works.

For I am the LORD, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you. [isaiah 41:13]
So do I find the strength within myself? I sure don't feel like I have any.

So now I'm left with this image of God holding my hand.
It's beautiful, really.