like a buoy. but with feelings.

this week i've been drifting. like a buoy, which has lost it's attachment to the seafloor and is just bobbing around unsure and dimwitted. it's okay, though. things will get better. i can taste it.


there is new music in my life. and it's really exciting.
Radiohead :: getting used to them, and liking them more and more.
Jimmy Eat World :: wondering why this band hasn't been in my life (thanks, Lou for introducing them to me as a band, and not as 'that guy who sings that song In The Middle'
Brand New :: unsure still, but for the most part wondering, again, why they haven't been in my life until now.
Ben Lee :: "is this how love's supposed to feel" might just be my favorite song ever.



i may be driving the burb back to school. i've missed it, and I think it's missed me too. i think my relationship to the car may be very similar to God's love for me. not the same, but similar. i am who i am without it, but why would i ever want to?